Who would have ever thought that one morning I would decide that the life I have been living for the past 18 and a half years may not be what I really want. So I am venturing on my own.
On September 3, 2008 I signed a lease for a one bedroom apartment. I will be here for a minimum of six months. Who knows where I will be after that point or what I will want.
I basically walked away from the life that I have known for the last 18 and a half years. No one to go home to. No one to take care of. Just taking care of myself. I should not say I am not taking care of anyone - I still am making sure all the bills are being paid and there are groceries at the house.
Its just kind of strange to not see your kids every day or hear from them. Even though when we were all in the same house we may have only spoke in passing as we were running out the door to whatever we may have thought was important to do.
Over the last year I have met some interesting people and have thought a lot about what I want my future to be and who I want in that future with me. Those answers are still not that clear.
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